Cops can die.
I was no more then 500ft from my house, and I get pulled over. WHAT THE FUCK. The guy that pulled me over was old and mean. Told me I was going 72 in a 55. I want to know how the hell he clocked me when he was driving the opposite direction around a turn. I had a panic attack as soon as he told me that I had to go to court and everything. I’m flipping shit right now dude. If they take my license, I’m screwed. Not to mention the fact that I now have to pay my ticket and insurance until I’m 18. I don’t have the money for that. Blahhhh.
I talked to my aunt about it because she is a lawyer and she said the laws in Ohio are different from the ones in Georgia. But they can take my license unless I prove to them that I was not speeding. I’m trying to figure out how to do that. My GPS tracks my speed but I have to figure out how to get that information on my computer.
All in all, this fucking sucks and I hope all cops disappear.
I’m re-hanging my posters in my room and my mom told me I couldn’t use tape. My only other option is thumbtacks and those hurt like a bitch. My thumb has a heartbeat at the moment. But yeah.
I burnt all my JB posters </3
I use to talk to Brandt all the time. Because I told him that I had major feelings for him, he wont talk to me. I’ve tried everything; parking in his parking spot at school, sending him messages on twitter/facebook, called him, gone to Burger King (he works there). I’m out of ideas and seriously considering giving up. I mean we went to the movies once before but now he is avoiding me and idk. asdfghjkl boys are frustrating.
Two exams down. Four more to go. Of coarse the two I took today were the only easy ones (cooking & smart choices). I have algebra II and english III tomorrow.
Don’t get me wrong. I do extremely well in those classes. I just can’t take tests/exams. And on top of that, I have shit for memory. It’s like I can’t remember what we did last week let alone eighteen weeks ago. Stupid teachers.
On the plus side, I get to leave school at 11:30 tomorrow and Thursday.
I definately don’t get on here much, but I think I will start. I don’t like venting to people on facebook or twitter because those people know me and it’s just weird. I have literally done nothing but listen to bands similar to three days grace to relieve my anger. So tumblr serves as a venting place for me for now anyway :D Woo.
I have been so stressed out the past two weeks because of exams and whatnot. I’m glad they will be over in three days. I dread this time of the school year most, honestly.
I don’t know, I just want a break from the stress and the drama and shit. It’s too much /:
I think I will ask Ashley what she is going this weekend because I’m off for four days and I miss her. That would forreal be the perfect ending to this shitty week. Or maybe I will get a hold of Brandt and see if he’s willing to get drunk if Ashley is busy. Being with Ashley sounds better either way though.. Hoes before bro’s, right? Sorry Brandt, I lied. No plans with you.
I’m just going to go to bed even though it is REALLY early. Oh well.
In conclusion, I hate boys, I hate exams, I want this week to be over, and I miss my bestfriend.
Okay, Goodnight.
Can I just run away?
You really know how to treat me like shit. We never use to fight like this, but now..
My knuckles are bleeding, my heart is broken, and I feel like I do nothing but cry anymore. Is this what you want?
I realize I will never be good enough for you. But please, for the love of God. Stop making me feel like nothing I ever do is right.
We were so happy before that ONE night. That ONE night changed E V E R Y T H I N G between us and I hate that. I don’t know what else to say other then I’m sorry.
I don’t care if you don’t forgive me. I don’t care if you stop talking to me. I just want to feel like I actually have a purpose.
As of right now, I just want to run away from my problems and never come back. It seems like the only thing to do.
Fuck this. I’m going to bed..
Fuck School.
Okay seriously. I have been awake since 4:30am doing HOMEWORK that I didn’t have time to do last night because I was working. -at a job that I don’t get paid to do- I don’t understand why every. single. teacher. decides that it is perfectly okay to make projects due at the same time. I am so frustrated right now.. Not to mention the fact that I am still not done with my power-point for English. You know what? Fuck it. That seems to be my motto for the day. I am so tired >_<
Super tired.. >_<
Last night, I had way too much caffeine, which was a horrible idea because I was up ‘till like 5:00 in the morning? I don’t even know. But I had to wake up at 10:30 to go shopping for my superamazing sweet sixteen. One friend is coming over. I have a bag of Lays potato chips and a 2-liter of root-beer. Great party, right? /sarcasm. Thanks mom & dad. Love you too. Jerkoffs.
